Today is a really important day. It is also a very difficult day. Life has a habit of being a confusing mess like this, and if I had a say in it I’d like it to be otherwise, but sadly I do not. This is the short version: I have this friend who, when she…

Continuing on from previous threads [threads as metaphor for ongoing brain activity presents an interesting visual when I ruminate on it] this is the pre-amble Let me give some context.  I used to have a chromebook, which is to say that there is an unused chromebook in my apartment, but it is unused due to…

…months? [apologies to Tori] “You need that external motivation,” my therapist said yesterday.  I agreed. “There is no internal, well, anything. Just ain’t there.”  If I am not reminded of the dropped balls, I don’t even see them.  Not unless they are the ones that trip me. I bought a chromebook during Prime Day (it…

It is 2015.   A new year, still with that new year smell.  A little past the halfway mark of January, and all those diets are fading, the ellipticals at the gym are emptying out; renewal gradually settles into routine. As per usual, I am behind the curve, and I am shouting “Charge!” just as…